anxiety

by Teri Underhill

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nobody likes me
i'm so annoying
that's what my brain keeps telling me
nobody listens
i've been conditioned
to only
listen and don't speak

11 years old
i made friends with anxiety
told me to beware, watch out
and walk oh so carefully
13 besties with seasonal depression
but it doesn't taste good
seasonal digression

are you listening to me?
i'm so scared
i shouldn't speak
lost in my mind
and i'm not sure how to get out
can you hear me yelling
to find a way out
i can feel my heart
no way that i can keep on
this can't be how it is for the rest of my life
i'm so scared
what kind of fight is this?

nobody likes me
i'm so annoying
thats what my brain keeps tellin me
nobody listens
i've been conditioned
to only
listen and don't speak

14 i lost a good part of me
brother died and i became so lonely
15 i wanted to lose my life
16, 17 i tried to lose my life twice
are you listening to me
you say yes
but you don't see
all the times i tried to find a way out
i tried to tell you but
instead i get locked out
can you feel my heart
there's no rest
no where to run
this can't be how it is for the rest of my life
i'm so scared
what kind of life is this

nobody likes me
i'm so annoying
thats what my brain keeps tellin me
nobody listens
i've been conditioned
to only listen and don't speak

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released April 9, 2022
Lyrics Written by Teri Underhill
Produced by Teri Underhill
Engineered by Alex Arthur

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